school

It feels like I'm constantly having to push myself constantly, I'm being weighed down by all these expectations, holding onto the perfect GPA for dear life and for what..to get a job that I don't even want. It's honestly really dumb and I'm extremely overwhelmed. About 2 months ago I was diagnosed with depression, but my psychologist got canceled by my mom because apparently, she thought I didn't need it because I look "happy".

I'm actually at my breaking point and I have no idea what to do