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Hello, its me Kaiden again todays topic is how my life sucks because I am trans and how that effects how I get treated at school and other places I go. At school my teachers do called me kai but one my 4th period teacher he called me my dead name and everyone hates him for that reason, a side note about him I think he hates me for some reason I am not a bad kid. I do my work I listen to the teachers I am a good kid! I just wonder why he hates me. well some of my class likes me but some don't they say its "hard to be friends with a tranny." they say I am also pan so I guess it makes it worse for them. But me playing football made me more popular so how so know more people talk to me. But if some how a person does date me it would be a shock to the whole school. I do have a crush on someone on my team they respect me we also grew up together his older cousin and my older brother are best friends. I posted a picture of my sore knee to see if anything could help it. He said he thinks my legs was hot. I think he forgets I am a guy or something i don't know if  he is straight or not.