Moving Rant (/pos-ish)

I haven't been checking this in a bit lol but I wanted to put my thoughts out there regarding moving! I've been wanting to move out of my family home since I was about 14-15; and now the time has (pretty much) come. I've worked w/ a service provider via my workplace and found out I could move out wayyyyy earlier than I expected! Which... Is great, but very very overwhelming. I went and started purchasing things for the new apartment today and it just felt surreal. I never thought I'd ever be able to have to do that (y'know, depressing thoughts n shit, didn't think I was gonna make it this far in life, etc.) And just the feeling of it, it felt wrong but also so very right. I'm finally growing up I guess haha!! I still feel surreal about it all even though I literally just went to go buy plates, cups, silverware, and a couple other things. Maybe it's euphoria, idk.

But I'm one step closer to being what I consider an actual "grown-up", and I couldn't be happier! :)