In the Closet

As the title suggests I am in the closet. I like women and men (I guess you could say I'm bi) but every time I label myself it just doesn't feel right. I sometimes feel like I'm not a part of the LGBT community because of this, and it gets annoying when people pressure me to answer the "what's your sexuality" question. Not only that but I'm not out to the majority of my friends and family. My friends are all pretty understanding of sexuality so I'm not really concerned about that. My family on the other hand are Christians who are very much against the idea of having a non-straight child. I know they love me and I doubt they would ever throw me out of the house because of my orientation but I'm just really scared of how it will affect my relationship with them. Everything is so confusing right now and I really need a place to vent. Thanks for reading if you made it this far <3 -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------