This is Weird

I haven't blogged in like 13 years. I used to use it like a journal, but now I'm scared to expose ANYTHING about myself because the internet is so much different now then it was in 2010. I'm 25 now, and I'm not doing as bad as I could be.. I guess. Shit is still fucked up though. It's weird to be on ~myspace~ again. It makes me think of how much has changed since that time. I was always hoping things would get better, and in some ways they did, but it's 1000% harder to exist now. I always say I'd like to "cease". Like, not kill myself or anything, but just not exist at all. I know I'm not alone in this, I actually think I know more people that feel this way than people that don't. Isn't that sad? Was humanity ever happy? Are we just doomed to be miserable and float off into nothingness? Is there a point to anything? Lately, I've been leaning towards no, but I still gotta keep going, and I will. I don't really know where else to go with this so I'll just end it.