Rant I guess :'3

I just have no idea how to talk to people, AND enjoy it, most people like to be asked questions but as many as i ask it doesn't excactly get more pleasuring for me, unless im asking stuff im genuinely curious about i guess- I'm just very picky when it comes to people and even if i do try and be nice to everyone I don't always text back people that didn't give me the best first impression- i just wanna be friends with a clone of myself yk- Unrelated is there caretakers on this site?? It feels lonely not having one but making the whole post about that would make me look desperate :'3