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ex & primer

I said I wouldn't do this. I thought it out, even got to walking, but lo and behold here I am. a transient made from ones' stupidity and laziness, whole lotta talk and no action, wholly natural turn of events; I shouldn't be surprised. I get you, Ulysses, I do. how the world up and leaves you. a digital hobo writing (to) a home of words. I should have seen the signs, the limits, my own fucking words, I knew it wouldn't last, I just took it for granted. kept thinking I'd get it in time, was just so tired.


I think what frustrates me is that I needed the time. that even if I had known it was going to end I just wasn't there yet. that, and right as I was getting back into it it ended. june 18th, an update with intention, then it. over and done. didn't finish by a longshot. as I said, sum is greater than the parts. that arc needs an ending to be anything, in its current form it's nothing but what could be. I haven't been young in so long and I may never get the chance to be.

bitterness over. I'll make it work here.


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