random thought entry

hello, so this whole day I've been thinking nonstop. I tend to think to the point where it drains me and makes me just want to stay in, I just know that sounds stupid lol. But, Ive just been thinking about how crazy it is that we as humans all have our separate lives and how we all just tend to think about ourselves. Like Im always in my head about everything I do and say, when I don't even bother to think about what others are feeling. Like what if they're overthinking like me? Idk it just makes me see things in a different perspective. For example, I usually get these realizations when Im driving. I see these other people driving in their cars having their own jobs and homes to get to. Like wtf, there's other people who have feelings and loved ones other than me? It just makes me feel like Im not considerate of what other people are going through. I feel like I'm just talking in circles now lol, but my point is that I have to be more aware of how other people are feeling and stop being selfish with myself. Like yes, I know that overthinking has taken a toll on my life, like it makes me mentally exhausted, but I have to be grateful with what I have now. I have an amazing family and group of friends that helped me through my toughest times who love and care for me, and an amazing life that I seem to be forgetful of. I just know that if I keep pushing them away and just avoid all interactions and complications, it'll get the best of me. My anxiety can't be controlling me like this, I have to enjoy my life and care for them too. My main priority is my little brother, I was so close to him when he was younger, we would always go on little errand trips, try new restaurants here and there, watch a shit ton of movies (specifically marvel), and enjoy each others time together. I just tend to worry for him since he's so sweet and sees the best in people. I know that's a good thing, but I just can't help but think that something or someone will use that to their advantage. I just wanna prevent anything bad happening to him. It would make me extremely upset. It just worries me but I know he's going to have to learn on his own. It's all about making mistakes to learn from, especially since he's entering his teens in a few years. Just gotta stop the overthinking:( But anyways, I feel like I've been typing for too long, I'll just end the thought here lol. But if you're reading this, please be considerate to the people around you, always appreciate what you have and look on the brighter side (ik that sounds corny), but fr, love and care for others pls, hold them and hug them as tight as possible. hope everyone had a good day:)