My thoughts

I've been thinking a lot recently, for the past like 10 months or so, and it's just been nonstop. Like the thoughts just never stop coming, and they always hit at every different angle, and it's honestly super annoying. 

But I've been noticing that everything I go through, I just keep it inside. Even though I talk to a therapist regularly, I don't really talk about things. I act like I know everything about myself, because I literally think about things and analyze them until they're entirely fucking figured out. But honestly, it doesn't mean that I know everything. And I want to be okay with not knowing shit. 

I wanna make this little blog thing to just take time to kinda just write about shit. Like, one day it could be creative, another day it can just be me talking about my day, a variety. I just wanna have some form of expression so that I don't just keep all my thoughts inside sometimes. 

To start off my first blog, I'd like to write a sentence that best describes who I am: Life's a bitch, and I'm life.