school searching (a day) 0_o

So I was looking at schools this week because its my exam year and next year I need to go to a new school that can help me get a job and stuff, anyway.

I went to a school first of all, i had to be there at like 8 in the morning and ofcourse my taxi was late so panickkk!!! but eventually i got there.

It was verryyy big and lots and lots of people and I had no idea where to go so even more panick but I got to an office and they told me where to go, so i went to the class (it was for a office work thing) the first class was a karate workshop -_- AT 8 IN THE MORNING FOR AN OFFICE ASSISTENT SCHOOL... like what is this class for, If the deal doesn't go right? Anyway it was pretty funny watching people trying to participate.

next class was just english very boring I was just in a class with people that already went to the school so I felt like I just invaded someone's class like what am I doing here?

So then there was break everyone left.. No on showed me where i'm supposed to have a break so I just walked around looking for a place I could smoke cuz I was really stressed, took me like an hour to actually find a place..

After that no way I was gonna go back like i wouldn't even know where I was. It was planned so badly, so I just sat at the seating place. Just sketching a bit. Thank god I brought that cuz my phone also was about to die.

I was just sketching doing my thing and then I heard knocking above me. I didn't think it was anything so I didn't look then, a bit later, I heard it again. so I looked up and saw guys knocking on the window... Ummmm? Now it was very sunny so I couldn't see who they where but i've been on a dating app, and its so big of a school that I know lots of people from the school are on the dating app. So I was very scared that maybe it was someone from there, and I just ran. xD (to much social anxiety for that haha)

I kind of just left the school entirely and walked around in the city. (i had to wait for my taxi to take me back)

After like 2 hours my taxi came and brought me home. He was very talkative but i didnt mind I was just glad that I was driving home.

when i was home i took a big nap, because being social in person makes me very mentally tired...

Lets just say im not going back to that school and im not gonna work in an office... xD

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school searching (a day) 0_o

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