totally. fuckin. heartbroken. </3

i found out some stuff about a certain someone through one of their family members. uehuhoij the someone doesnt feel the same according to the family member, and likes someone one in our friend group instead. THE URGE TO AGGGGGGGGGGHDBASHJIDBHLJK I HATE IT. i recently told their family member how i felt and they showed the someone and ever since then they've been rubbing it in my face like hugging the other person in front of me or when we try to talk. saying "i love you" to them when all i was trying to do was wave. it really bothers me and they def know it bc in one of the texts i said "whenever shes around someone else i get so upset and protective i guess" so i really know all she wants is to see me upset which is kinda upsetting. (TW!!) not to mention i attempted 2 weeks ago on a thursday and one of the reasons being that i kinda had a feeling this would happen. im not gonna go into detail about that night bc its a bit personal, but it just makes it hurt worse knowing that i couldve avoided the truth if i went with it.