good day

hehe im doing super good! im hanging out with my super best friends :D and i decided ima be my full self on this website so yeah! hello world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)))) weeeeee i wanna go to a play ground dude and just talk with people. i drew a mushroom with eyeball ealier now im listening 2 sad songs. i wish i had a book. maybe ill remember to ask to go to the library after this. its to bbad tho, i finsihed volume 10 of noragami but the libary doesnt have any more :( so ill have to find something else to read. therresa a new kid. her names wren, lke thre bird. i knew a wren once. were not friends anymore, they had said some bad stuff to someone and they ended up k1ll1ng themselves. i wish i wouldve called them. i said i would check in, i was the only person they had, nd we werent even close. and then day went by, then weeks, then months. and when i finally called, no answer. but its fine. shit happens, i didnt cry, didnt feel much of anything. well i guess this is a rant now, sorry. im just scared i wont have a reaction if my s/o ends up with the same fate. my hands are hot, but not sweating, just ueoiucoic idk.