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working hard or hardly working

happy 2am -- almost 3am, but not quite. it'll definitely be by the time i'm done writing this. two minutes and counting, and i don't type at light-speed.


i've been working on some stuff recently -- music stuff, youtube stuff, streaming stuff, art stuff, just stuff. lately i've kind of taken to adopting a sort of "jack of all trades, master of none" persona. i don't know that i particularly mind it, honestly -- i enjoy doing a bunch of stuff. it's kind of the only way to keep my brain happy, is to keep it productive and occupied; i'm a workaholic, i guess. is that term offensive? i feel like it probably is, probably should be, but i have no idea.

it's 3am now.

anyway, yeah, music. i gave myself a little brief break period to figure out a streaming & uploading schedule that worked for me for youtube and twitch (i figured one out btw, streams on wednesdays & videos on tuesday, wednesday, and thursday), and in the downtime, my brain decided to pick back up that idea of writing an EP. i have absolutely no idea when all the songs will be done, or when i'll be able to get them all recorded because quiet in my house during the day is a very, very scarce resource but, we'll see. weirdly, i'm excited for it.

speaking of excitement, i've also done more transition digging -- found out planned parenthood is way cheaper, and does the bloodwork there. only $90 to $100 for an appointment. the T itself is, obviously, way way more expensive than that, but i'd rather have a prescription and a foot in the door than nothing at all; a step is a step is a step towards progress. though, does mean i better make quick-ish work of that EP because i've already got one song recorded and it's gonna be preeeeetty jarring if my voice just suddenly drops one or two songs in. so, eyes on the prize; eyes on multiple prizes, on every prize i've got the chuck e. cheese arcade tickets to buy. i'm making grabby hands at the big stuffed dragon on the top shelf, so-to-speak.

anyway anyway, it's late and i have a headache -- probably from lack of sleep + starring at too many screens too close to my face for too long -- so i'm gonna pop a tylenol & try to catch some Z's. don't know how successful i'll be, but we'll see.

goodnight, and have a pleasant tomorrow. it's 3:07am
-patch


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bein a jack of all trades is supa cool and I feel like that’s the way to feel like... satisfied in this life, at least creatively. like there’s sooo many cool options out there for making stuff it’s so hard to hold back and not dabble in at least a little bit of everything! Kudos to u to figuring stuff out, as well as taking a step forward in transitioning. planned parenthood is awesome

as a fellow artist jack of all trades, don’t burn yaself out either!


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