relationship:(

i confronted him about everything he had done, his following, being dry, and just overall weird, he said he was being dry because he wanted me to break up with him so he wouldn’t make me sad, that was really fucked up. When I confronted him about his followings he said he didn’t do anything with that, he just shrugged it off , i felt used because I’m his girlfriend so why does he need to see that. Later on I confronted him again after school he seemed to be in a better mood,i confronted him again about the followings and he said I didn’t have to worry about that since he unfollowed all of them, i was so surprised but he never told me why he followed them in the first place, after that he had to take the bus b4 it left and before leaving he said “ ur not gonna give me a hug” I was a happy to hear he wanted to hug me like he used to I dumbly gave him a kiss on the cheek. He texted me after school but only 2x before leaving me on delivered for now 3 days. The next day I didn’t take a mask to school because I needed my make up to not get creased since it was picture day for the yearbooks and I was really anxious that he was gonna see me without a mask and omg when I passed by one of his classes I was looking down at my phone and saw someone approaching me and it was him, i told him it was awkward since he hasn’t really seen me without the mask in person he told me I looked beautiful and pretty i felt special by his words then i told him “yeah and just yesterday u told me u had lost feelings” i said that because I got nervous then we walked to his class we hugged and then his friend came out and was like “are u _____ girlfriend “ i stuttered since i was confused in what position me and my boyfriend were in now but i ended up saying “yeah” and his friend said “oh because he’s always talking about you” i was in awe, I wanted to ask his friend what they talk about but he had to go and that was that. Today he suspiciously wasn’t at school but i hope he just hadn’t come and wasn’t avoiding me, i posted a story on my Instagram that said “i hope whoever’s praying on my downfall is happy they got what they wanted ” as a joke (kinda aimed at him lol) he wasn’t online all day but when I posted he was suddenly online & saw my story until like a lot of minutes later, he didn’t reply like always but i saw his following and followers went up by 1 and it was a girl i felt so unwanted and my heart sunk so I just cried but after I showed i feel a little better, I’m just confused and all over the place my friends say he’s a asshole and i agree but i just can’t seem to want to let him go.