school update

Today was a really bad day. Nothing happened to make my day so bad so idk why i was so sad all day. I woke up super unmotivated and just feeling sad. I am generally a happy person so I really don't know why I woke up like this today. I tried to turn my day around but that didn't really work. I had 1st period gym today with a teacher I HATE. 2-4th period was okay. Then in the 5th period I kinda just got really sad. I had art in the 5th period today and I love that class so idk why I felt so sad out of nowhere. Then 6th period, science. I have no friends in that class so I always feel alone. But I got my work done. Then came lunch. I hate lunch. We had pizza today and I didn't eat breakfast this morning so I was really hungry. I ate my pizza but felt really gross and sick right after. Today someone at my table finally noticed that I haven't said a word to them in WEEKS. When she asked why I looked so sad (explained in my last post) I didn't wanna hurt anybodys feelings so I didn't feel like telling her. Then out of nowhere, I felt like crying. I was literally trying so hard not to cry. I didn't cry but I just got home and I just finished crying so that's fun :) I just feel so alone sometimes and I really miss my dog.Sometimes I just wanna crawl into a hole and never get out.  My friend offered for me to sit with them and their friends but they can be a bit much for me so i declined.I have to study now but i am sure I will be fine later.