vent

I legit hate my fucking life rn, everything bad is happening and i feel like it might be my fault some how. my newborn siblings are struggling and my mom and stepdad are always stressed out and yelling at me over simple fucking thing...who the hell makes their kid sit at a table for 5 fucking hours over not wearing socks in the house?..stupid ass bitch really thinks its okay to say ¨I will slap the shit outta you if you don get that the fuck out of here." and he says that over a food wrapper...A FUCKING FOOD WRAPPER. HIS SHIT PISSES ME OFF SO BADLY I CRACKED MY PHONE FROM THROWING IT OUT OF RAGE. AND THEN THE TALKING BACK SHIT, IM SPEAKING IN A NORMAL VOICE SAYING ¨well i don really want to do that.¨ OR SAYING ¨oh but I wanted to do this.¨ OR ¨Oh well i earned the money so I should be able to buy some robux with it.¨ NO, HE CALLS THAT FUCKING BACK TALKING, IT MAKES ME WANT TO STAB HIM 50 TIMES IN THE FUCKING CHEST. THEN BURN THE HOUSE DOWN AND JUST LIVE WITH MY GRANDMA FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. AND I GET THERE FUCKING STRESSFUL THINGS GOING ON BUT FUCK. PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER BEFORE I FORCE YOU AND MY MOM TO FUCKING DIVORCE I HATE YOU JESSE AND I ALWAYS DID AND I WILL NEVER TRULY FORGIVE YOU FOR WHAT YOU DID TO NE, YOU DESTROYED MY MENTAL HEALTH OVER THE LITTLEST SHIT AND I WANT YOU TO BURN IN HELL YOU SICK FUCK