curly hair

Okay so like vent blog babes, I have curly hair. I'm a white gurl with like 3b curls and omgomgomg I hate them sm. Idk if its the fact im being raised by a man or the fact that I simply resent it but i just think i dont look good with curly hair!?!? like my friends tell me to embrace it and my mom does too, bro so does like the internet, but like i hate it. my hair is like 10inches from my scalp(when straight) and brown so i feel like curls just dont look right!!!! ughhhhhh plssssssss give me tips on what to do my hair is fr shaped like a trapazoid and i just want to like the curls or should i go straight idk??????