JUST THINKING

I fell in love, but there is not a day that goes by where I feel an overbearing amount of worry. I am worried that someday soon my relationship will end. I would say that I know this won't happen, but to be honest with you, I really don't. I want to think that our relationship will last, but at the end of the day no one knows for sure. I just know that the memories I have made with my significant other so far will live on in my mind forever whether our relationship ends or not. I am constantly overthinking everything I do in the relationship. I use to wish that my relationship was copacetic, but honestly I don't want that anymore. I'd rather spontaneous amounts of love rather than a forced amount of love. All I can do is work on myself and hope that I am enough for her.