I am sad

Then, I found out that I didn't get a solo for our decades throwback dinner. I was going to sing Conspiracy by Paramore. Now, I am not upset that I didn't get it, I am upset that no one told me. I found out through a google doc. A freshman got it, and she has a wonderful voice. I'm happy for her but also a little peeved at the same time. We are in the same block together and she is one of the ones that does not sing with the group. My teacher even got onto her section because only one of them knew the part. (We had been working on it for a month at this point btw). Again, wonderful person, just a little peeved. I would have rather had someone else who works their ass off get it.

Good news though! I've been working on my research paper and I found a topic I really like, so it's been going very smoothly. I also went to the gym yesterday. It was upper body day and I think I did a good job. My boyfriend has been wonderful this week as well, not that he isn't all the time though. My friends are awesome and supportive and were bummed when I didn't get my solo, however, they encouraged me to keep going so that was nice. Shout out to Lydia and Jackson, my homies.