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Okay so I'm 18, if you view my page you know that.  Being in college and trying to figure out what you want is so difficult.  I have always wanted to be a writer, my mom is a writer and I have always admired her.  But throughout my first year of uni I'm not so sure anymore.  I have hundreds of stories saved in my google doc, notes, paper.  I have always been so fvcking sure that this is what I wanted.  Yet, I find myself uninterested and looking at other things.

I am well aware of how normal this is, my parents don't shut up about it.  But I feel like my whole identity is changing, "who am I if not the tortured teen writer?"  I have spent my entire high school career working so I could get into the school I'm at.  I feel like I'm failing my old self if I don't keep with our plan.
I cried to my cat about it for the past week-is and I'm pretty sure she's sick of hearing about it.  Or the whole time all she's thinking about is the head scratches she gets.  Anyway- that's the update.

thx.


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