school vent

so i live in the netherlands and in the school system here there is this thing called niveau. it get decided in elemantry school and it is kinda how smart you are. it can change troughtout 7th, 8th and 9th grade. i am in 9th grade right now. so there are 3 niveaus: mavo, havo and vwo. vwo is the highest and mavo the lowest. i am in vwo now. on vwo you got atheneum wich is just vwo and gymnasium wich is vwo plus greek and latin. i am taking gymnasium, but not because i like latin and greek, because of my parent :( its really stressing me out. we dont have test very often voor greek and latin and barely any homework, but every end of the semester we have a testweek with a important test for every subject. each day you get 1 or 2 test and no school for the rest of the day. tomorrow are my last to test, but instead of studying i am writhing this. i have greek and math tomorrow. i already gave up one math, but i'm nervous for greek, its the same grammer as last semester and i only need to learn 50 more words, but i already forgot everyting from last semister, so i kinde have to learn everything now. i am really stressed about it. only 10 other people do gymnasium in my grade and everybody is super smart and always gets really good grades. i dont mind getting a bad grade, but seeing everyone getting a good grade except me is alway so embarresing. there are like 3 other people out of the 10 who also dont get that good grades, but i am only friends with one of them. there are also like 2.5 people that arent me in that classe that i like or am friends with. one is my best friend she is awesome and she is super smart and always gets good grades, but when i dont which is often she wont make fun of me and she isnt an asshole about it :) then this one other girl wich i am not very close with but she is nice and watches anime so i talk to her about anime and mangas. then the 0.5 is this one boy, he always sits with this one girl who is so annoying, but he is nice ig. he is also the only boy and he is a poc so thats nice, because there are only 3 in my classe myself included and my best friend. he just says some very cringes stuff sometimes. but yeah its whatever. there are these 5 girls in that greek and latin classe and they are so annoying, becaese they are so loud and always interrupting the classe. ig they are having fun, but it the teachers gets mad about it and then he gets mad to us. whenever they dont know something he starts blaming all of us that we dont pay attention and that his 8th grade classe do know the things that we dont know. but yeah i just needed to vent lol