love

I can look at a picture and just create scenarios in my head of how two people can fall in love there. Tell each other how much they longed for each other with one's hands cupping the others cheek. How beautiful love is. 'I love you' is meaningless now. You don't mean it. How can someone use such a sensitive word against me, stop hurting me. It's stupid. Stupid how I love so hard for you to throw me away like I didn't turn you on the way I did. No one can replicate it. I did it. You used me, made excuses to save your ego. Fuck you.