i live to see another day (for better or for worse)

so turns out all of the severe weather just missed my town and it was just??? fuckin sunny??? idk man im happy but also just kinda.... dissapointed? like all last night and today i was so convinced that a storm was gonna come and either kill me or not but it literally like sprinkled a bit and there was the faintest rainbow and that was it. it was also windy too but thats it. and also i just feel?? like??? guilty??? like i see all these videos of tornados that happened in nearby towns and my friend is talking abt the storm they're goin through rn and i just feel guilty bc all day was scared and nervous and complaining to my friends about the weather and just?? nothing happened??? and in other towns shit was fuckin destroyed??? god what is wrong with me