Dont tell Jack

Shhhh i love him. he cant know that ill do anything for him or maybe he will turn into a regular man and hurt me? I dont think he will but holy shit i dont know why i have so much faith in him! I feel like were gonna die together and i want that. This is so fucked. I need him to stay in love or ill end up homicidal. This isnt okay he shouldnt feel this pressure so dont tell him. I love him