Bro I want a gothic girlfriend (public diary rant)

Like the subject says,,,,I want a gothic girlfriend like I just want a girlfriend (you don’t have to be a girl) I want to go shop at the mall and by them stuff at hot topic,,,I want to share them corny ass drinks with the two straws at the restaurant. And have picnics at the graveyard and watch the days fall into weeks and weeks fall into months and months turn into years etc. But like I just want a girlfriend. I want the dates to the movies and the walks home. I want the bike rides and the pool dates and everything above Like I know these just seems dumb but I’ve never gotten to experience any of those before and I just want to because I want the experiences of a whole white couple (even though I’m no where near white and I’m not straight or do I really see myself with a man in the future) I’m just saying I want to go dates and stuff like whatever :P //rant_over//