hmm

i think i'm going to start blogging. technically i already have lol but more as a rec for my thoughts and such to keep memory of. i usually journal but fill the pages in it so fast and with being all over the place, am so scared i'll lose my old ones. memories are so precious. the past few months, especially since i started living out of my car, there's been so much newfound love and appreciation for the world and life. i've struggled with my mental health so long and finally i want to start LIVING, and i have been. i feel like lana del rey in the ride music video lmfaooo