looking after myself

so I tried to start off this new year well and look after my myself as I haven't really done that since I got left just before Christmas so I had a shave got my side burns looking good put on my fav band shirt on some skinny jeans my chains and my boots i even polished my boots then I went to the mirror to take pictures looked at myself and just felt like nothing was worth it because no matter what people say to me I always hate how I look and think I'm ugly and now I just feel worse then when I started because I put energy into it and failed 

if i could get some nice coments on how i look it'd be nice