netball

my best friend isn't playing netball this year and we've been in the same team for 8 years so that's not fun. i also don't actually have any other friends in my team since they are all really close because they all go to the same private schools and i go to public school. i'm in B grade which i guess isn't bad but the people from my team last year are mostly in A grade so it's a little disappointing. i love netball so it feels really weird to say but i'm sort of not looking forward to the season this year. i'm sure it will be fine and i'm just being dramatic but it just feels different. less fun already but i'll give it my best go. :)