Interweb Diary

6/11/2023

HI HI!!! Crazy crazy updates! I'm a nonbinary girl-adjacent folk now,

Sorry for being so inconsistent with posting and coming back every few months, but I got a new Miku Mobile! :3

This time it's actually blue so it makes sense, she's very well decorated but there is an issue with my brake lights... hoping to get it fixed soon enough, but they do turn themselves on a lot which is not good because it drains the battery, but this is the only issue with the car so after it's fixed I will have an amazing vehicle.

I'm also in college now so posts will just get even more sporadic than they were, classes 5 days a week and work both days on the weekend... !! Crazy stuff.

Social life updates, I was worried but found plenty of friends at college, thought I'd peak in high school but it's good to know there is more to life. Liked a guy for a little bit but forcing myself to get over it because I've used deductive reasoning and think he has a girlfriend, he never talks about her, and if he does never mentions that it is a girlfriend, but he accidentally send a "Love You" message to the group chat, so, it kind of sucks but he's a  nice guy so hope it's working awesome for him! :)

13/3/2023

I never put it in this blog but in early October I got a car, loved my car, my dad and grandma decided to sell it w/ out asking me first tho :(

I know why they had to sell it but I'm just upset they didn't ask and explain it to me first, I called it the 'Miku Mobile' gonna miss her :(

21/2/2023

Hello, I forgot I had this, this is craaaazzzy!! :0

I just had a four day weekend and I did so so so much!!! On Thursday night I slept over my friends house, did some silly grass product, my friend got a little toooo green tho and freaked out it was kinda scary :(

and I felt so bad I was so sleepy from, grass, I couldn't help but my other friends did so I'm glad for that

On a lighter not on Friday I, went to the AQUARIUM!!!!!!!! IT WAS SO AWESOME I LOVE THE FISHIES!!!!!! I GOT TO PET THE LITTLE SAND SHARKS I LOVE THE LITTLE SHARKS!!!! I bought a little penguin plush to take home he's so cute if anyone wants to see I'll DM pictures :)

Saturday wasn't much I just had to work at my job I wanna quit

Sunday was scary then fun, I had a job interview and I'm a little worried I don't think I got the job, but I tried yeah?? After that I was supposed to go mini golfing w my friends but the place was closed even though it said it was open online, :/ we went to an arcade tho and still soo fuN!!!!

Yesterday, I had to wake up real early to get to my moms house cuz she took me on a college visit, we went to see Ramapo, location drop! I'm in NJ :0

I really liked it, might want to go there but they're the only college that hasn't sent me a financial aid packet yet so I'm waiting on that, after that my mom wanted to drive like an hour away from there to look at the NJ, NY, PA border, cuz we don't live that far up north and she wanted to see it, it was just a rock :| still a fun adventure tho!!! And before that we saw the NJ Highpoint, which is a big obelisque at the highest point in NJ, which looked cool, fun mountainous view. Anyways, will probably update in 2 months!!! Stay tuned gang

3/10/2022

I'm writing this in Creative Writing, very bored, nobody is here cuz half my school left early due to flooding, and I don't have any other work to do, there are so few people I don't know what's appropriate to do so I'm writing on here so it might at least look like I'm doing something important. I went to an art museum this weekend, it was fun, lots of paintings by Renoir there, IDK who he is or anything about him, but I liked the paintings they all looked very fuzzy and warm, the museum was also having toddler time that day and there was a lot of pipe cleaner out for toddlers to play with, so I of course went and played with the pipe cleaner, I made a huggy wuggy that looks nothing like huggy wuggy, but it was hilarious. After the museum, I was with my friend, we went to IKEA, and stole a cluster of tiny stuffed sea animals, they're so cute, there were 4 in the cluster so we each took 2, I got a little yellow octopus and a bright blue whale.

21/9/2022

Sooo... it was my birthday this past weekend! :D September 17th :) I got to go to the mall w my friends on my birthday! I got 3 rlly cool t-shirts, some boxers, "Ok Computer" on CD, and stole some pins. :)

The day after tho I got to drive 2 hours to my dads house, not cool. Also I had to post pone my drivers test because I sprained my foot last week and have just today gotten to the point where I can walk, I still have to sit a lot, and I can't run or jump or anything, but I can walk, which is good because if I was still in crutches I wouldn't be able to see MCR tonight!!!

But I can see MCR!!! omgeee!!! So excited xD

14/9/2022

Wow, after nearly a year I'm back, updating my internet diary.

Anyways, about that therapist in the last post, she quit right after that, no warning for me or anything, and that was right after I told her I thought my depression was getting worse, she also worked with the guy who prescribed my meds so, I'm shit out of luck with getting meds now and don't have a therapist, so, thx for that. 

On a slightly better note, just started senior year its soooo exciting!!! but also rlly scary :L but most of my classes don't seem to bad so far, except for pre-calc, pre-calc is the worst!!! The teacher isn't bad but she expects me to remember a lot more from last year than I actually remember :(

Also, drivers test next week!!! SOOO SCARY :((( buuut, I see MCR right after my drivers test how crazy is that!!! In one week from now I get to see MCR live in concert and take my drivers test!!!! :OOO

What's even crazier!! My birthdays on Saturday!!!! Happy bday to me!! :D

28/8/2021

Hi, today I rode my bike multiple miles to a dollar store near my house in the pouring rain, why?? I was bored, anyways, I got 2 cans of monster, a white one and a watermelon one, a pair of suspenders, a lighter, and some tape.