I finally got my revenge fuckers! TW: Talk of r@pe and abuse, slight vent

So a little backstory, for four years of my adolescent life I had a boyfriend who had been r@ping me consistently. After he ended the relationship he started trying to contact me and my friends, using different numbers if I blocked the last one. I had to change all social media and completely delete my facebook and snapchat. Unfortunately (or maybe fortunately) his mom found my face on her tiktok fyp and contacted me. She didn't know what was happening in the relationship and I hated her for not being in her son's life enough to see what was clearly happening. So I decided to reach back out to her as well.

 I played as the sweet little kid who she used to know, pretended to be a poor victim of a sad situation. Now I know I am a poor victim of a sad situation but I mean the kind who lays awake at night sobbing about why he couldn’t just leave me alone or if the temporary pleasure he felt was worth the lifetime of mental upheaval for me, and not the kind who wants to set their house on fire while they're all sleeping. I was the former for a while but that didn't last long.

So I went to google docs and wrote up everything he was doing to me, how I don't blame her for not knowing, and I wanted none of them to contact me or my family again. That it was too hard for me to face them again.

Oh, how I wished I could see his face drop when she confronted him about it. Those crocodile tears he used to give me after he did it, saying how he was a monster and didn't deserve me and how he should just “kill himself.” Oh the reaction he must have had when he felt his family's love for him dissolve and how he was now a stranger in their house like he always was. The fact that I must have ripped their family apart over this makes me so warm.

I used to feel so bad for feeling so destructive because of the trauma he gave me but I can safely say I don't feel bad about this. I went into this hoping to rip his sense of normalcy apart. Maybe I should contact his friends? It doesn't seem like he has much left after the little bit of research I did after I texted his mom, so it will be easy to take them away too