Been thinking-

^{I've been thinking that I have many friends, I'm closer to some of them (2 in particular I love them <333) but even if I really like them I have nobody to talk with without having to constantly think of what I am going to say. And I have to say that sometimes it's so hard and exhausting and I just wish I had someone to talk with without thinking of what I'm about to say or having the fear of being judged. But maybe it's just me that is restraining myself too much and that my closest friends can listen without judging me idk.}