gender idenifty

So Hello to anyone who might be reading this 

  HMMM ive gotten to say being transgender could be the most hardest thing in life , like dont wish this on people like we live in a world where we are called freaks , you dont belong here , you shouldnt be in this bathroom , you always be a man at the end of day hearing thoses word could meantally exhuast you and at one point you tend to question yourself , like should i even exist, should i run away from my toxic household , or should i stay a suffer in a hosuehold where i cant be myself. i wonder if I'm another soul trapped in this man's body , Sometimes I wonder if I'm an alien because I feel so misplaced in this ugly world. but at this point you just make your own little world and live in it too thats what im doing at this point but yeah thats why i have weed to help me through this pain so yeah