School SUCKS

I feel like I'm drowning in everything that revolves around school. I just can't seem to keep up with all the work I'm given and then the feeling of hopelessness kicks in. When I wake up and have to get ready I become nauseous and all sweaty. My heart races and just want to kill myself. Which sucks more because I actually want to live (without school). 

Math is the subject that stresses me out the most. I literally don't understand what's being taught but everyone else seems to understand perfectly and it makes me feel like shit. On top of that my teacher sucks fat balls, she doesn't know how to teach then gets mad when you ask questions. That bitch also doesn't let us use calculators. LIKE FUCK YOU UGLY CUNT, I CANT DO IT IN MY HEAD, PAPER TAKES TO LONG, JUST LET ME USE THE GODDAMN CALCULATOR BITCH!!!

I want a job just to stop going to school. Cause at this rate ima pop some pills and go to sleep.

To leave on a positive note. I went to the fair and the first ride I went on, it felt like I was going to shit myself, which was fun. I ate funnel cake (10/10) and bought some bracelets that are super cute 😍.