"temporary happiness"

“Why are you just sitting all alone in this crowd?

Stuck in your head with outta doubt,

I have something I could give to you.

Temporary happiness, yea that should do.”

I need to feel something so that sounds great.

Can I buy it by the pound? I've got time to waste.

No one seems to give a shit about me,

so hand it over and just let me be.

I fell in love with this recreational drug,

it feels like I'm stuck in a constant hug.

She get rids of the demons in my head,

and replaces them with funny thoughts instead.

When the bad thoughts seem to come around,

she breaks the door in and kicks em out.

“As long as you have me i'll be here,

just dont you run out or i'll disappear”.

She got me hooked on, so I cannot quit.

I'll tell you something that lady's got wit.

I need her always close by my side,

cause if she aint there i just go run and hide.

Its like i cannot function without her,

will my life even go back to how it were?

So lately i've been thinking about how life was before we met,

before I've spent so much I've gone into debt.

I don't really think life was that hard,

I think I was just lonely after getting my heart scared.

But you know she's the only friend that's still around.

Everyone else just left me when I was so down.

I don't know if i can relearn how to be alone,

but I think it's something I must do on my own.