yawn

starting a journal because i know i need to and it will help me in the long run, i feel. so this is the first one. talking to a void will be good for me

as for writing, i haven't written much since last july. there were a few times in the last eight or so months where i wrote things, but they didn't feel right so i dropped them. i was having a hard time with it for a while because nothing feels expressive enough. i feel myself writing again soon though, but i wanted to put it in a place where it wouldn't get exposed to a lot of people. so i'll probably put it here since this is a random site. maybe that will help. 

today i did a lot though. i ate well, washed my sheets and blankets, washed my dogs, got some stuff at target. i have an exam next week that i need to prepare at least a little bit for. in the meantime, i've mostly been thinking about what to write and how i'm gonna start it. i've pretty much only written fanfic for years of my life because it's what makes me most happy, so maybe i'll go back to that. writing is good for my health. 

anyways, i guess that's it for now. signing out