every paragraph i sent to the boy that love(ed) me

i love you so much you mean so much to me snd if i ever lose you i dont know what i will do. you make me feel so special and loved when im around you. you make me smile even if you even say one thing to me, i always smile when i talk to you i love you so so so so so much jesus. you are so special and perfect to me. i trust you with everything mi amor. i want to give you everything i have, and i will. i only want you to be happy omg i love you so so so so so so much jesus. you make me so happy. you are the only thing i think about you are always on my mind my pretty boy

i want you to know i love and care about you so so much mi amor. i will never give up on us thank you so much for everything you have done i couldnt ask for a better boyfriend than you jesus!! i love you so much

i love you so much jesus!! you mean so much to me and i love being around you, you always make me happy even when i feel mad or sad. i trust you with everything love, you are the only thing on my mind. you make me feel so special and loved, i trust you so much mi vida. i would give anything to spend eternity with you. youre the only person that i love. thank you for all you do for me my pretty boy. i love spending time with you. ill always stay by your side. i never want to lose you EVER. i never knew i could love a person this much. i know sometimes you dont feel good enough, but trust me youre much better than good. i also know sometimes you think you are annoying which isnt true at all, i love being around you so dont think you are annoying me cuz you arent. youre all i want, all i need, my entire world. you manage to put a smile on my face even when im in a horrible mood mi amor. i love you so so so so much

i love you so much my day could be so bad but just the thought of you could make it better. i get so happy when i get notifications from you omg it makes me so happy 

     side note: why did you leave? i told you id give you everything, i didnt tell you to take everything. i love you