3-19-22

Spent the whole day today feeling like shit doing nothing important just exsisting I feel like i'm wasting my time here on this planet, I wake up, hang out with the same people, do nothing, get bored, try talking to new people, get ignored, go home, do nothing, wash my face, sleep, and then repeat. This life is repetitive and I want someone who I can fully be mentally, physically, and emotionally be with who takes time to listen to me and be happy with. I got played 2 times this month and it's getting harder to go on.