First post idk what I'm doing

I hate that this section is called "blog". It makes it feel like a school project and bc of that I've been terrified to post anything💀 like does anyone actually know what a blog is? What you're meant to write? I'm kinda just viewing it like a public diary but this will be really embarrassing if I'm wrong😭😭  that's honestly my biggest question right now. Wtf is a blog. I tried looking up examples of blogs but THEY'RE ALL DIFFERENT. IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO FIND A TEMPLATE BECAUSE EVERYONE JUST SEEMS TO BE WINGING IT. Again that proves my point, I honestly don't think anyone actually knows what a blog is. I think everyone is just pretending to know and it's become this sort of communal "I don't know what tf I'm doing but if you like it, come back for more." I know for a first post this is really fucking dry but I promise I can be more entertaining sometimes, and everyone on this site is automatically swag so i guess to be poetic and have my full circle moment bc my English teacher seems to like that (shout-out to Ms Murphy she's cool), "I don't know what tf I'm doing but if you like it, add me for more"