my sexuality

i mean like in 5th grade i liked a girl, she was my best friend but my dad convinced me it was just a friendly type of love even though it wasn’t but i stopped believing i liked her like that.

now i have a friend and she’s so fine and i really liked her and she liked me too. everyone makes fun of me when i talk about her so i laugh with them. i ghosted her because it got so awkward abt everyone shipping us. now i have a best friend (boy) we both like each other and he told me he’s bi and i told him i think i’m bi too. so we watch porn together looking at both genders. it honestly makes me happy knowing i have a loving person i can share my likings to. this is a ramble and it doesn’t make sense but YEAH.