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8/2/21 A Prelude To Panic

I once had an organized plan for this. That seems to have fallen apart. Cool thing is, I have a lap top. So the days of typing less than complete thoughts with my fingers may be slowing down. I’ve had so many of these damn things over the years. 


Let’s start with the home front.

The search for a job has been painful. I am coming up on a month now. Unfortunately, the facade i have put up at times to shun how distraught I have felt has been cracking at times. My wife caught me with my head against the wall last night before I went to practice. I really do feel morally deflated. However, last night was practice night. Let me pivot to that.

We have been scratching away at songs at practice. We’re solid on one old Perfect Sense song, now it’s on to the next. Also, laid out a plan for how we’re going to release music. This plan is solid. I’m actually happy with it. I proposed that we keep one song as an EP only thing so in the long term it could be a fan favorite or some shit. So there is that. 

Back to the whole not working thing. In the middle of it all, my allergies decided to flare up. When this happens I can lose my voice, and I don’t like to sing unless I have to. This hasn’t been a short bout with them, it’s been a two week bout. Worst is, the cough I get some times. I haven’t had it in a while, but guess what. Here it is… 

My intentions were to see if I can monetize what I can do singing. Via streaming, or looking for gigs. Hopefully to cover thing. This wave of allergy has knocked me down. No, it’s not Covid. I am allergic basically to Arizona. Whether it’s a tree or the common grass here. I’m allergic. 

Now that it appears that the effects are waning, I can try to kick that back up. Fingers crossed. 

This could be a last stand, or kicking down the door.  


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