okay okay okay so there's this guy i like and im in love with him like super in love. we have two classes together but i've never talked to him and i never will because that's just the person i am, i admire my crushes from afar and pray they like me back and make a move.
i thought he liked me at first and kept staring at me and i got super excited. then one day i overheard him talking to his friends that this one girl kept staring at him. i might be wrong and i hope i am but I'm pretty sure he was talking about me. I don't even know if the context he was talking in was negative or positive but i always expect the worst so i assume that it was negative. since then i haven't looked at him, i hope he thinks i lost feeling for him.
oh and about the fact that he always stares at me- i learned a few days ago that my friend in one of the classes we all share together also catches him staring at her, so he probably just has a staring problem.
i don't know, he keeps looking at me and it makes me excited but then i remember that he was talking bad about me a week ago. also i think he knows i like him now because of how much i used to stare at him and because of the fact my friends always tease me in front of him, i've told them so stop and they never do which makes me kinda hate them.
im really trying to convince myself that i dont like him anymore but its not working help
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