socializing SUCKS

so yesterday i met up w my friend 2 go swim and it was fine THEN. it was fun and all untiiil we decide to meet up with two of our other friends. and we did. but at the time i 4got that it was physically impossible 4 me to function correctly when i'm in a group of four or more. so i spent it all being awkward and huungry bcs i only ate a banana the entire time. and then his mom offered food and i was like yea alright and she got us chicken and i couldnt refuse even though i dont eat meat on weekdays LMAO. but by the time the food came my friends were asleep so i had dinner with his mom sister and grandpa without him which is VERY AWKWARD.