crush🤩

him.. I loved the boy called s since 5th grade we had a lot in common, he was really flirty and kinda had a crush on me but how did it start? It was the first day at my new school i went there with my mom, he was there too with his mom, i sat right next to his mom and noticed that he stared at me, then it was time to go to my new class, he was shy but in our new class he was a dick and not what i imagened him to be like he was with his mom. A few months later the flirting between me and him started like one time we needed to give all of our books to the teachers, a friend of mine wanted to try to carry mine and her books so she could see how strong she was- he saw it and tought that i couldnt carry my books because theyre too heavy for me so he came to me and just took all of my books when i asked him why he carrys my books he said „theyre to heavy for you ill carry them“ even tough they werent then we kinda started to beef cause he wouldnt let me to carry my books— he won and carried my books. Everything went good between us he even became my crush but then this girl named H came into our class in 6th grade and she became bestfriends with every boy in our class, s wouldnt even notice nor care for me so our ways seperated. Things started to change when I became ,,That girl“ in 8th grade, i had an huge glow up and all the boys gave their attention to me, I became bestfriends with the two popular boys in my class and then became friends with their boy friendgroup, i kinda took H place and was a better version of her but i wasnt like her, alot of boys in the friendgroup had a crush on me and it felt nice the only thing i hated was that my worst enemy A came to our class too and i noticed that S liked her he would do everything with her and it made me sick that both of them were also in the friend group. Me and S never talked he would be so distance towards me and everytime when i would try to talk to him he would like kinda ignore me or be cold thats when i decided to get revenge on him for making me fall in love with him but treat me like shit. I didnt now what to do until there was a funfair in our city. I was in the bumper cars with my bestfriend, I saw S‘s bestfriend B in one of the cars too and then i decided to walk up to the boys were s and b were also and asked b „do you want a ride with me“ all the other boys were screaming S was in shock and b said yes— there it was. We got in the car and b couldnt drive it was kinda sweet but that meant that i needed to drive and i hated it, i knew that s was watching us and he looked angry so i leanded myself towards B our faces were really close and i new that B was really nervous. The round begun and i drove at the and he thanked me and the boy group kinda followed me everywhere i would go. At the other day at school s didnt show up —for weeks. but me and B got really close he sat next to me in class and would make me laugh and stuff and i need to say— i liked him, i liked him a bit to much for a „friend“ and so did he but we just flirt and stuff. In class i went on insta where i only had my bestfriend as a follower cause i didnt want people from my school unfortinaly M (one of my boybestfriends the popular one from our class) saw it and asked for my insta i couldnt say no cuase he took my phone and followed himself. When i went home i saw that B sent me an request on insta too i accepted it and followed him back and even add him on snap where we would text sometimes. When I went to school i saw S who wasnt in school for weeks he was cold even colder then before towards me and started to hang with A my enemy even more but when i got home i saw that he sent me an following request on insta and snap i was confused he wasnt the only one all off the boys in the group even some that i never talk to followed me but still i accepted him we never chatted but on snap he would always send me streaks like i would but B never send me streaks and even when i texted him he would leave me on delivered for hours. Today im kinda cool with with S we arent really friedns but hes not so cold anymore and things are great with me and B i like him now lets see what else will happen between us ;).