Obligatory 'First Blog Post' Post :)

When it comes to things like this, whether it's online or on paper I get this huge pressure to be .. ?? Presentable and in order.. that sort of thing. I know that's just because I've not settled into the site yet, and also because I don't actually know what to talk about. 

I completely lost the unapologetic nature of making crappy posts and not caring about it, or who had the pleasure of actually seeing it. Something about growing a little older, maybe ? Or maybe I just got boring ? Who knows. Of course, it's all in my head and the only thing stopping me from going crazy with my blog is myself. Though, I think that if I just get this post and this really awkward first stage out of the way, I'll let myself get way more.. out there ? Eugh