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i feel so lonely not having any friends besides my partner :/ but its so fucking hard for me to socialize & be my authentic, weird self around other people. i dont even feel like i can be my true self around my family. im slowly learning to unmask but im also terrified of how other people will see & react to me not masking.
i want friends so bad.. like true, loving friends but i also... dont want friends? or maybe i just dont want to initiate a friendship because of fear. i also find it draining maintaining a friendship. i feel like im being needy or annoying by keeping up with friends & asking to hangout..
idk im just ranting. if anyone else feels like this, maybe let's be friends?? hahah
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