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Im sorry to all the families that dont feel like family, im sorry for the way innocence was stolen from every child growing up, whether it be from your bloodline or outside influences, im sorry for the family that i dont talk to, i feel like they just dont understand where my heart comes from, im sorry for the impact i had on my brothers and sister, im sorry for becoming like my dad in many ways, im sorry for the family that ive lost and didnt really get to know, im sorry for the starry eyed kid i used to be, overthinking everything and afraid of the world, taught to be scared and anxious, anger and misunderstood, im sorry for the generational trauma that my family experienced and broke from generation to generation, i understand and accept the pain but they are unwilling to admit, i feel like im carrying the weight of invisible responsibility everywhere i go, it literally pressed down on me,
i took on so much pain as a teenager, always looking for acceptance, doing anything to be praised, people pleaser that i came to hate, came to hate who i became, angry and not knowing the burden that was placed upon me, i became a beacon, a beacon of healing, broken people would come and tell me their secrets, as quiet as i was i listened, always told i was too sensitive too nice, now i get loud, now i speak out for those people, im tired.
i took on so much pain as a teenager, always looking for acceptance, doing anything to be praised, people pleaser that i came to hate, came to hate who i became, angry and not knowing the burden that was placed upon me, i became a beacon, a beacon of healing, broken people would come and tell me their secrets, as quiet as i was i listened, always told i was too sensitive too nice, now i get loud, now i speak out for those people, im tired.
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