Life sucks so say grace for the good moments

I met this wonderful group of people on TikTok just before Halloween 2021, I never thought we'd still be talking. We started on Snapchat and it was a big group of us but then we dwindled out and formed a smaller group. No reason really other than a minor that made us uncomfy in the main chat. 

They're all from the US and they started an imessage chat but I couldn't join cause of rates and stuff. They tried their hardest to find a way so that I could join and I did. Of course there are anxiety moments where I don't think that they actually want me to be there but they always reassure me.

I couldn't have asked for a better group of friends. A chosen family of sorts. We've never met in real life, well until this weekend. There was supposed to be a concert. Greta Van Fleet and they were going to meet up in West Virginia but the concert got postponed so some of us couldn't go. I couldn't go to begin with because I'm in Canada but I was excited to somewhat experience this with them. Some are still going just to hang out and meet but two can't go. It's sad that they don't get to see the band because it's them that brought us all together. A group of people who you would think unlikely to be friends. Ages ranging from 19-26. 

I love these girls. Whenever I am having my lows or my highs, they want to share it with me. We have laughs and we cry together and although life sucks right now because I can't be with them, the show got cancelled, my roommates and I are fighting, I'm in a low period, I lost the apartment I was applying for, and I have the worst anxiety ever because there never seems to be enough money in my bank account, I am happy because they are and we are.