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Heyo, It's been a long time huh? I'd like to apologize for that! It's been crazy these past few days, er... actually, it hasn't been crazy at all really. I've been isolating myself from my friends and online presence due to my mental(?) state getting worse more and more. I don't want to subject people to that. No matter how many times someone says 'If you need someone to talk to, you can talk to me-' They are human just like me, so they'll eventually get fed up with that. I care more for others than I do myself, so I am always considering the other's feeling over my own. I don't deserve such kindness anyway...
Anyway, This is my moms birthday month, (On the 31st) and this will be her first birthday dead. So, I am not in a good mood for that.. It seems I can never catch a break? But anyways again, on a more positive note? The only thing that has been keeping me alive at this point has been video games and things of that nature, one of them has been NiGHTS into dreams, I love NiGHTS more than everything and that game has been keeping me sane. Been a fan for years now, but sadly haven't had a dream of him since last year, well, a nice dream anyway. Another game has been Mega Man! Love that Blue Bomber, and have been seriously flaring my carpal tunnel playing that game.
Anyway, I just wanted to come on, I missed it here, I haven't really talked to anyone aside from my dog and family, so it's nice to come on and write a few things down I guess... Might write some more later on- ^_^
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