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i honestly cannot believe what i went through the other day. I had feelings about this friend of mine and i don't know why i began to like him but i did. I'm still wondering why but anyways, I told another close friend about this a week ago and its was a basic "don't fall for them" conversation and how i honestly don't know why i like him. No names just basic " i like this person". So 2 days ago i decide to tell her who it is and she tells me they're dating. I wasn't surprised and i would always joke about them being together, but they're really together. Thats fine and im not losing any sleep because of it. I wasn't in love with him nor had strong feelings. I just felt something and I needed to get it off my chest. We then talked about how it was cool and how it was expected. BUT..... then she says " i hope those feelings don't get stronger" R U DUMB? We literally had a conversation a week ago about how i DON'T have strong feelings for him. THEN(this shits about to get weird) she says " this probably isn't the best time to send this but.." So she then sends a tiktok and its one of those "what are we talking about? what are talking about;)" tiktoks. The caption/sentence was, "you have really nice hair, I hope i dont mess it up;)' So i asked "why is it a bad time to send this?" confused asf. She then says " Cause he has good hair and i dont wanna put any ideas into your head." WTF DOES THAT MEAN?
Number #1 his hair is just long and poofy, it's not the holy grail of hair.
Number #2 what makes you think this would make me instantly think of him?
Number #3 if you told me yall were dating, what ideas should i have in my head about him or yall?, considering the fact that the feelings weren't strong.
It honestly made feel like shit because we've been friends since 6th grade(11th grade now) and i never thought she would do this. I know i'm not the type of person to steal another's companion and i've never even been in a relationship b4. So for her to have this mentality that i'm some kind of whore who chases after ppls companions hurts. ESPECIALLY cuz we've been friends for YEARS. Oh i forgot, when she sent the tiktok to me she said she meant to send it "earlier" but she forgot. Im still processing it cuz im still surprised. I don't know what i did to give off that vibe but i just have to move on from ppl like that. I haven't made any efforts to communicate and don't plan to bcuz i dont want to be around or "friends" with people who think of me that way.
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