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My troubles with art

I think I'm pretty good at coming up with ideas for esseys, strories etc that I have to write for school but the problem comes when I realize someone is going to read them AND AFTER THAT they are going to see me irl. 

I love writing and especially dark poetry/short stories but I hate that other people read my writings. It's like someone going trought my mind. I had this assigment where I had to write criminal short story and I had the perfect idea for it but I couldn't make myself to write it. Becouse I knew my teacher would read it. I hate that about myself so much. About everything else I'm either confident or just don't give a fuck but I'm so insecure about my art. 
Maybe it's that I don't want to people to think I'm sick or wierd or something else that I can't even imagine but I hate it. I hate it so much.

(Sorry for all the misspellings and wierd senteces my english is not the best!:))


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Qleeyo

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it's the same for me too but mainly with drawings


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